So today is a new beginning for me…..

So today is a new beginning for me…

I have decided to change my focus…. I have always been a very private and withdrawn person by nature. Some how with my current life I feel as though I need to make a change. It has been an unusual holiday from the beginning of Christmas. I guess it all started when I decided to turn my phone off for about 4 days. I have been tied to work for the last few years and with everything I have been through it may have been one of the one things that kept me even moving forward. After the few days that I turned all that off I realized it was the one thing that was bringing me down. I have always taken the safe route with things and felt that each thing should be calculated and well thought out but that one spontaneous and felt weird to do at first. It was a totally unnatural thing for me to just pull away. I think that over the last few weeks I have been on a discovery roller-coaster and unfortunately those around me would probably agree…. Something the other day though just flipped the switch for me and so here I am. I am seeking a more public outlet not because I am wanting to expose my issues but because I want to spark something in others. I feel like somehow I have missed something in life and I know there are many others who would say the same.  So, what does that mean? I am going to only reach out to do the things I enjoy doing. I am going to refocuses my carrier and see where it takes me. I am going to be cautious but remember to be spontaneous. So, if you feel like reading along with me. Feel free.